TELUK BATIK ! here we come

assalamualaikum . sudah lme jgk aq x update entry . agk bz ngn exam . cuma dpt blogwalk je . bkak blog pn kjap² kott . 

tp skrg exam dh abis . fuhhh lega ! bermula lak sem 4 . huh . xde cuti kott . bru ingt nk blk kg . plik btol la npe course nursing susah sgt dpt cuti . course laen byk lak cuti . myesal lak rsenye ambk nursing nih . huhu . sabor jela . 

dlu xnk pkir msk² . maen serbu je . almaklumla fikiran msh x matang . tau nk enjoy je . lau dlu ambk fisio ke , healthcare ke , EH or MLT kn bgos . byk sket cutinya . hahaha .

xde cuti pn xpela . nk wt cmne . nseb ler (uat ayt pasrah sket) . ujung minggu nie nk p Lumut . tp dlm planning lg . dr dlu plan xdpt p jgk . masing² bz je mmnjang . kalah bisnesmen . tp akhirnye dpt jgk nk mrasa mandi kt teluk batik tu . xsbr rsenye . bajet pn dh ckop . ikat perot sbln kott nk smpn duit tu . mkn megi je ary² . dh la bdn dh kurus . brtmbh kurus lg la . first kna servis kereta dlu . tkut jem tgh highway nnt parah la . kamera lak rosak . lau nk repair pn dh xsmpt . spoil btol la . tgkap gmbr guna handset la nmpknye . drpd repair baek bli bru je . duit pt 2 bln lg akn dpt . cri NIKON D3100 plak . trbaek la . hahaha

ai shiteru..sarang hae yo..wo ai nie..te amo..mahalkita..i love you..aku cinta padamu !

Is it my fault that we can't be close as the old time again. Is it me that create the space between us. I might be hurt by her action but then I've tried everything to make this things better again.

Im sorry but it just, I can't pretend anymore that I didnt hurt by her action. The way she show it is clear that I cant pretend anymore. Everybody notice it, notice that she is different than the old she is.

She says it is my fault. Maybe she true that its all my fault.

She throw me away once she got things she dreamed for

Its okay with me, she reveal herself that she might forget me as her BESTFRIEND once she got more FRIEND

I have to accept the fact that I might no longer in her heart

I have to accept that i might no longer her BESTFRIEND

she have someone, better than me, to share story with

she will be my lovedubs, always be !

if I can tell her I really LOVE HER

no matter what, i still there if she ever need me.

im not going to break my promise, that we will be BESTFRIEND FOREVER

aku memang CUAI ! ! !

I'm STUPID for doing such careless mistake in my life !!!
let this such thing happen is the most stupid thing that i have do...
Wuwu~!~~~
Gonna cry.... T_T



smuanya xkn brlaku jika aq ambk berat psl brg2 aq.. aq nie trlalu cuai.. lptop,netbook,handset ngn buku rekod pengalaman kejururawatan sumenye lesap.. thats all my fault.. DAMN ! entah cmne aritu aq jd mamai smpi trlupe yg beg lptop aq msih ade dlm bas tu.. nie la ksilapan paling bodoh aq pnah wat.. i hate being myself !